I’m still in shock
I feel like everyone who I ever even remotly cared about has either left me, used me, and/or lied to me.
I feel stupid, worthless, and alone…
Unwanted, It’s a god awful feeling. Taking into account how long it’s been since I’ve talked to Katina… never said goodbye, never so much as a word…
I just feel broken.
I honestly don’t know just how you felt about me, but I at least considered you my friend. I don’t know what happened, but I would have at least liked to have had a chance to say “Goodbye” and to know that you’re alright. So, if by some odd chance you see this… please contact me somehow. If nothing else, I still miss talking to you. I’m sorry if I did something to offend you or make you angry with me.
E-mail link: night@mayhemforyou.com
Contemplated writing a huge post here trying to explain what I’m curently feeling… I’ve got nothing though.
Katina: I wish I knew what happened to you, it’s hell still worrying.